What is going on...??

It hurts...

 I feel like crying all over again. Why does she has to hurt my feelings like this?! What have I done wrong in this friendship? 


  I always thought that our friendship would last for a long time. I thought that we were special friends. We shared a lot of things together. She just suddenly changed for no reason. I couldn't face a friend like that. Recently, she kept talking about abrupt stuff, and she wasn't like that before. She started to stay far away from me...and also the others. I couldn't look at her because I know she will say something and it always struck me. She always hurt my feelings, but, deep inside I always forgave her and I try to forget about what she has said.

 

  I used to give her advice when she needed me. But, I guess this is how she will repay me. She started to look for other people, and I didn't even say a word about it. Deep inside, my heart was in agony along with the pain of losing my grandmama. It's just too hard to say...


  But, I accepted the fact if she really does hate me, then so be it. I will try to find my own way in mending back this friendship, which is very precious to me... All I want to say is that I'm-