My Heart stirs for A Chance...

             I Think-I'm in love with YOU...
It's been a very long time since I felt this way...My heart beats fast every time I wanted to talk to you. Just through the phone and I could feel your presence. Wait, you're thinking that I'm acting weird right? I've never acted like this before in my life ever since my previous boyfriend broke up with me. The story? Well, I know, I know... you guys are waiting for me to tell right?  So here goes...

I never knew that this would happen for another few more years to come, but, hey, when you had the chance, then, maybe, it just happens for a reason. I didn't hesitate to grab on the opportunity for I really really really had my biggest feelings for this guy, even without looking through his face, I really wanted to be with him and grab a hold of him for as long as I can. I never had felt more appreciated and I was well respected. He gave me advice, and reminded me of the little things that I missed out in life. To sum it up-I REALLY LIKE THIS GUY!!!! 


He had text me every single day, and reminded me not to forget to study hard. Oh, God, I just didn't know what to do at first, but now I'm head over heels over this guy. He admitted that he is not good looking, but, for me, it doesn't matter, as long as the word trust exists between the both of us. And yes, I prayed to God for His help for me to make my decision for my future is still far ahead for me, but, in the meantime, I wanted to make my own choices in life and I want to grow up a little more. I want to know him better day by day... Love you so much! 

Is it...or is it not?

Hellox2...
Its been a very long time-again. (Laughs). Great to see my blog still in good condition. Throughout June and July, my life has been quite a challenging one. Since I already went through it, let me share a bit of what has been going on throughout this whole past months...


It started at the end of June, one of my lecturers has suggested for us to go out on a class trip. It was suppose to be a study trip, but, hey, who wants to go on a trip reading books all day and studying architectural stuffs??? (chuckles). ^^ Well, as you all know, every activity had to have a leader to take charge of the whole activity. Here's where the interesting part starts- I was elected as the president of the whole trip! 


Shocking! I've never had such a wondrous title in my whole life. I've only been the minor characters up until now, my fate turned! I'm a major now! Alright, let me be honest here, being a president is-HARD. Oh, how stressful it has been for me. The paperwork got rejected a few times before it finally was approved one week before the trip. My classmates arguing are also, a matter of fact, a tiring and challenging to handle with. After all that I've been through, finally, the trip was held and we successfully enjoyed it. By the way, we went to Kundasang a place where my father once worked at. Stunning and breathtaking views, the mistiness of the night, beauty and wonders of a thousand trees. We went there by bus which will take about 6 hours from here. 
We went to the National Park, Kundasang War Memorial, Poring Hot Spring(Which was the best part of the trip-Swimming!), visiting one of the village elementary schools there and a visit to the Luanti fish Spa(All I can do is shout here)(Embarassed). A very fun time indeed. 

Enjoying my time here as the leader at National Park

Me and my best friends taking a snap at 

this beautiful sight of the Kinabalu mountain

Me and my classmates enjoying the beauty of nature

Me and my friend Amirah-Pose! 

Me and the Great mountains^^

Hoho-Girls just loves snapping on hills

Look! Isn't it amazing? 

Models at the entrance

Group Photo for our PPISMP TESL JUN 2011

A visit to a school at Kg. Kaung Kota Belud CUTE! 

SAYONARA APRIL, WELCOMING MAY!!!

    Yo! It's been quite some time! So, goodbye April... Hello May!^^It's been the most busiest month for us and the mock exam is coming up soon. So, all that's in my head right now is- STUDY...STudY...STUDY!!! (Laughs). After everything that we've been through, I guess it kinda cooled down now. Though, I'll admit that there has been a few bumpy roads along the way, but, it went well. Here's what I was up to the whole April...><

  English Language Camp 2012 World of Words. It is annually held here in the campus. It lasted for three days from April 16-18. Well, basically, we were all busy preparing for the camp for we are organizing it this time. There were various activities carried out throughout the whole camp. Everyone of us have fun, I do not want to mention about the pros and cons here, straight to the point-ALL OF US HAD FUN!!! 

The World of Words...

PPISMP TESL June Intake 2011

  Yeah, it was fun and all, but it was tiring too. hehe^^Throughout the camp, I've learned many true nature of my friends that I don't really know, and the great thing is...they are my family now. Through all hatred and denial, friendship and love, I've been through it all-Thanks for a great month!!!

   

One Direction Obsession!!!!

Recently, I got so obsessed with the British-Boy group band One Direction. 1D!!!! (laughs).

Well, it all started when I listened to the radio. I heard their song 'One Thing' and got curious about how this boy band looks like. Their song really is my type and I like the song's rhythm. (Ngeeehhh^^). 

Liam, Harry, Zayn, Niall and Louis. Great names, great voices and great looks! Guess sooner or later I'll go cuckoo over them. >_< So, since them, I made them my wallpaper, my favourite song list, and my facebook's cover photo. Crazy right? Never thought that I'll be doing something this crazy in my life^_^. Can't wait to buy their CD!!! I heard their Live tour concert is on the heat right now. Guess all those fan girls out there are pulling their heart out just to get their hands on the ticket. (Maybe fangirls will see the ticket as a Gold or something-I will). (Downloading their song...)(Grins).

Hehe. Which is my favourite? Liam and Zayn of course. But, I love them all! (Laugh). I got these pictures from the internet and searched for it everywhere on the net. Obsession is on the buzz-

 

-MELTS-

Sink Deep

"I had a crush on him...

so, the problem??? 

My friend is in love with him."

She didn't know that I had a crush on him.Never could I express the way I feel right now to her. She was in contact with him and I wasn't. Yes... I know. Why didn't I fight for it? Cause I'm just not that kind of person to just go ahead and have a fight with a friend for a guy. So, I rather just keep quiet and let it be. 

But, I did have a long crush with a guy who is in Sarawak. I just really hoped that fate can unite us and I could meet him again someday... I liked him- a lot. We shortly met at camp and I reallyx2 want to meet him again someday... (Chuckles). 

Oh well, a girl can dream, can she? (Laughs). I know it is sometimes impossible, but, there's a slight hope that it will happen someday.We don't know our future, but we did dream of how it would turn out to be right? (Smiles). ^_^ 

 

  

  

 

April- The Month for prayer, candles and eggs

    Yup. It's April. It has been a long time since I posted...

     I'm doing fine... if that was questioning in your head about my last posts. (Laugh). Anyways, HAPPY EASTER to those who are celebrating!!! 

      Well, to tell you the truth, I'm not that a church service kinda person, but, this month, I sort of start a few likings towards doing church service. Most of my friends went back for the Holy Week. Of course, I rather go home, but, since it's just a few days, I felt it was not worth it go back home. So, yes, this is my first time celebrating Holy Week without my parents. But, the best part is that I get to spend it with my friends in college. 

      Going through Holy Week with them was a new adventure for me. Most of them are very devoted to God and some are just like me, who is just the average one. But, am still trying to do my best in doing church services. We were assigned to cut and make stickers for the Easter Vigil event on Saturday night. And it was my first time working with them, cutting cute Easter egg shaped papers, stick some double-tape and add on some colourful ribbons. 

      Me and my friends also slept at the hotel for that day because the mass will end at midnight, which past the curfew hours of going back to our college. Don't worry, we did get our permission. (Smiles)^_^

       It was AWESOME. I get to meet new people, getting to know my friends a little bit deeper, and most of all-spread the joy of Easter to everyone! Hallelujah! The kids also got their Easter eggs which is a must among children. Oh, and credits to the person who took these pictures!!!^^

  Us in a group giving out Easter Stickers at Holy Trinity Church, Tawau.

The Service Of the Light. 

People with the anticipation of the Easter celebration. 

The newcomers of our Catholic family! Congratulations!

 My friend Max holding his Easter Sticker.

Getting donations and giving out more stickers for the morning Easter Mass.

Me and my friend Paya. Eyebags...(Laugh)^^

 Thanks to everyone who had supported us along the way! Appreciate it! 

Cheese!!!!

   Yup, so, that's how we end our Holy Week and a very blessed Easter!!!

Throughout March...What have I been doing?

MARCH...the most busiest month in my whole entire life. I never did so much stuff in a month before. 
    Alright, here I go...
    March 3, it was before the school holidays that our institute held a sports day event. Before the big event, all of us were to join and to sign up in any event. Well, you know how I am... I don't like sports event. I never joined any since elementary school. Except for swimming...that's the only sport I got hooked up with. *Laugh*

    So, guess what, I know it sounds crazy but, I'm joining cheer leading! This is my first time! Well, normally people's perception towards cheer leaders are-you know, those bitches who think they rule the world...Hey, I'm not saying that I became one though...I'm still me. Our cheer leading is a different type of cheer leading. We practiced hard and my friend became the head cheerleader for she had experience in cheer leading before. Am I happy? To tell you the truth, I kinda had a hard time when it was practice time...

    Okay, I know I'm not as flexible as her, but, I'm trying my best to fit in and be the cheerleader you want me to be... But, don't be so harsh like you wanted to cut me in the throat or something... Yup, I think you can predict it...a very harsh training it is... So, moving forward, I also participate in my class performance for that day. Busy right? With two dances to practice...and then another bad kind of miracle happened to me... Someone wrote my name for the 3000m run!!!! How can this be?! I'm like a tortoise when it comes to running... *Freaked out* 

    Well, skip the part where I ran... Never got any medals and I didn't finish even half of the run...hehe^^ never had the intention to, but, hey, like I said, I've tried my best and I'm proud of myself. But, I'm proud of my friend, Nes for getting two medals for her first time running in the field. Cool huh? Guess that's what normally people say-The hidden talent. The performances? Well, both of them went well and I was happy about it. *Smiles*

   It doesn't end here... there's more to come. ASSIGNMENTS!!!! the most hectic time of the week is during assignment week. Due dates and sleepless nights... sigh. There's a lot of essays that needs to be written this week. (Collapse). 

   And here comes-MORE!!!! the mock exam is coming up soon! For Pete's sake, there's a lot that needs to be done! I'm going nuts just by thinking of it! I don't even know how people can face this???? (Breathe). Calm down Nicole...I guess it can't be help...

   Oh well, I just have to try my best just like how I did with everything that I've tried all these years. Haha^^ -End-