I'm going to college. All my life, I still kept those wonderful thoughts of finding my dream and to believe that all my dreams are going to come true. But, it seems like it is impossible to take these new challenges with me to greater heights. I have been bullied all the years through for being a nerd in elementary and high school. So, I really hoped that the place I'm going next, people will see me for who I am. Not as a geek, or a nerd, but-Me. Is it that hard to find your trust in a nerd? And that you called me nerd just because I'm wearing glasses all the time? How could that be true? I sometimes just can't believe this. Where are the happy endings behind my life?
And yet, when I study in college, some people still find it difficult to communicate and to trust in me. They still see me as a geek or a nerd. But, I'm happy because I get to meet new friends who really liked me for who I am. They don't see me as who others see in me. I'm so glad for that! *Tears of joy*. But, frankly speaking, I could tell myself that I was blind from the very beginning. There are people who loved me for me from the very beginning-My family. They loved me and they are happy to see me happy each day. Not to mention also my BFF, who's always there for me. How can I be so blind? There are people who acknowledged me.
So, to sum it all up, I have a heart shaped secret that I kept for all these years, *opens*
"PEOPLE DO LOOK DOWN ON ME, ME ALONE...BUT THEY WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT'S WRITTEN IN MY HEART SHAPED SECRET-INSIDE"...
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