I'm Kinda missing...

I think my emotions are really messed up these days. I never understand the fact why all of this happened, but, maybe I was telling myself to just grow up and think things through. I have these feelings where sometimes, I just didn't know what to do. And I'm kinda missing-HOME.

I know there will be a holiday soon, but, It seems like I just couldn't wait any longer. I missed my home so much. Now that only my grandmama had passed on, the only person that is left at home is my mom and my sister. I wish I could be there with them right now. Because so many things had happened recently, and I couldn't go to sleep every night without able to talk to them. Just hearing their happy voice makes me overjoyed.

Well, there's two more weeks to go, before the holidays and exams of course. I have to made up my mind in studying more harder and get the grades that I wish my family would be proud of. And of course, my friendship with that girl seems to be cut off. She herself chose another friend rather than me. It's ok, I mean, she has the right to choose her friend, so, I wouldn't even bother to talk to her now. These events haunts me every time I look at her. But, I made up my mind... JUST LET IT BE.