That day, before going to class, I got a call from my mom that she accidentally rolled over my cat that morning. I was shocked over the news, I wanted to cry but these tears stayed firm in my eyes. I don't want my friends to see me crying early in the morning. Soon after, I already forgot the loss of my cat and I proceed my daily life as usual. I ignored the fact that I have lost something precious in my life.
But, today, I got a call from my mom saying that the caretaker of my old and sick grandmother quit her job and wanted to go home. I was so stressed out and I didn't know what to say on the phone with my mom. I know she's very upset in me, but, I couldn't bear it... I can't think of these things because it's really stressful... not only me, but my whole family...
My mom suffered most of the pain alone. That was what I'm afraid of. She was supposed to have an operation last month, but she postponed until the next date which she will be free without worries. My dad, he worked so hard everyday that he forgot all about the operation. I know that my mother's soul is crying out from the suffering she had been through all these years...
On the other hand, my 14 year old sister, Cassandra,was also suffering from a non-stop bleeding problem. My mom was really worried over and she can get sick over that matter...Oh God, I really don't know what to do. My family is turning upside down.
But, through it all, I tried to be strong and I told my mom to be strong, just like me. Believe in God and He will help you through it all. PRAY-That's all I can think of to help my parents and also my family...the key is-LOVE & COURAGE.
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