WHY? THROUGH ALL THIS TIME!? ALL OF MY EMOTIONS BLEND INTO DEPRESSION AND I FALL DEEP INTO IT. PEOPLE...ALL THESE PEOPLE AROUND ME... DO THEY UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL DEEP DOWN INSIDE. I'VE TRIED TO BE CHEERFUL IN FRONT OF THEM, BUT, IT SEEMS LIKE I'VE FAILED TO DO SO.
I DO BELIEVE THAT MY FRIENDS LIKE ME. BUT, TODAY, MY HEART WAS TORN APART AFTER HEARING HER SAY AND HOW SHE TREATED ME. WHAT IS THE POINT OF ME BEING YOUR FRIEND THEN? AM I THAT HORRIBLE WHEN I JUST ASK YOU A QUESTION TWICE? SHE'S SO EMOTIONALLY DISTURBED. WHY DON'T JUST EXPRESS IT TO ME?
DAMN!!! MY PARENTS WERE ALSO MAD AT ME YESTERDAY! I SHOUTED AT THEM BACK AND THEN, I FELT SORRY...OH! I SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT!!! NOW, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! i'M IN DEPRESSION... I CAN'T CRY, NOT IN FRONT OF EVERYONE...
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