De Expression

WHY? Why do I feel this way? Why do I feel like a failure? Like I told myself the other day, people are already halfway towards their dream, but, why am I still standing here? Stiff, unforeseen the road that lies ahead... Am I really that hopeless? This agony I feel, this sorrow, is it coming out from my very soul? Am I that useless? 


People crowding the streets,
With their heads up high,
knowing their success,
And ways to pursue ahead. 


And there I was,
In between the crowds,
Not knowing where to go,
Not knowing where to hide. 


Oh! What sorrow fills my heart,
It has been ripped, torn apart;
Why am I this useless?
Why am I this WEAK? 


I am a failure to my parents, 
I am a failure to my tutors,
I am a failure to my friends,
I AM A FAILURE TO MYSELF... 


I am expressing what I feel inside...
I want to let it all out...                             to be continued...